Sunday, February 28, 2010

Him and I


Maybe its him and I that i cant seem to get over,

"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"

In the face of a lost loved one, the tears never seem to end, the love is beyond the grave, and am left holding memories, and a future i will never get to know how it would have been, sometimes my thoughts are filled with what if's that never were, and the pain cuts across my heart, i feel like the devil is looking straight in my eyes and asking " Where is this God of yours"

Is it a broken spirit, or a spirited fight that will get me to heaven, because I know that God's grace is sufficient for me, its not my fight but His,

Thursday, January 21, 2010

someone to hold


Life is sometimes so funny, you got something today, you dont take care of it tomorrow you lose it, and you cry all the crocodiles tears in the world, that is how easy we forget, so that even when the next thing come along we still forget

I heard- love like you have never been hurt,

only then can your hand be free enough to hold, to cherish, and your mind free, you eyes open, then you can see what you got,

every moment should count not because you are going to loose it, that should indeed be a motivation, at any one time we will all move on, to leave room for those behind us, if it is a good thing hold it love it, and never regret,
i look at myself and i know that my mending heart is the only piece of evidence that someone was once here, its a lesson and am taking it, now am on my path, looking not at the moments that have made me cry, but moments that have made me say aloud, "i loved you, i did love you, and those were some damn good days", and i would like to pay it forward now, am ready, i will fall, maybe meet someone who wont'want to be here, but am ready, have a great day guys, love is a wonderful thing, no doubt

Phil 1.3 I thank my God every time I remember you.