Happy New Year 2010

I wanted to be in so many places by new year, and a friend called me right before I went to church at 8pm New Years Eve,

"I had an accident"

I got down on my knees when he was finished, and I told Jesus "Lord you know when I met this guy, I reallly felt like I like him lots, please take care of him, because I trust you to do that" I called Alf back and told him, "am going to church as I had planned, just know the devil is a liar!

So on New
Year's Eve at the turn of the clock at midnight I was in my Father's house, thanking Him for 2009, for keeping His promises, for my loved ones, for the nights have cried myself to sleep, for the nights I thought I could never love again, for the nights have been scared, for the nights have stayed up so late working, and for the day I met Alf too. I never told a soul about it, but I talked to Jesus , I went down on my knees, and I told sweet Jesus, Lord I dont want to jump my gun here, I dont even want to talk about it because am scared that it will jinx everything, I just want you to know that my heart feels something for him, and the good Lord showed me that His promises are here to stay, when He promises he delivers.

So on the furst day of the year I took the longest trip to be with Alf, he was a bit hurt, the car had gotten into a ditch, coz the brakes had failed, and to avoid crushing into people on the sidewalk, he did the best he could. So here I am on my bed its still raining and I decided to share what the Good Lord did for me at the start of 2010.
We are just starting out, and am hoping we got something going, this year I wanted to be at my late boyfriend's home, one last Christmas back there but God works in miraculous ways, it was like a sign, that its time, I looked up in the sky and asked him, are you sure coz am not, I didnt make it coz he had an accident, and a little voice was saying its time to take care of the living, am fine.

Happy New Year friends,