Maybe its him and I that i cant seem to get over,
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"
In the face of a lost loved one, the tears never seem to end, the love is beyond the grave, and am left holding memories, and a future i will never get to know how it would have been, sometimes my thoughts are filled with what if's that never were, and the pain cuts across my heart, i feel like the devil is looking straight in my eyes and asking " Where is this God of yours"
Is it a broken spirit, or a spirited fight that will get me to heaven, because I know that God's grace is sufficient for me, its not my fight but His,
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Hi again Maxy,
When you wrote this last post I'd just started work again (3rd season, school photograph)..we'd just moved house (against our will.. we are renters) and I was hating every second of my marriage with my husband who has aspergers, depression and who knows what else. Now the photography season is over.. thank goodness.. (I will NEVER go back to those awful people again) and I have hopes for beginning a career with the department of justice (in corrections). I've been dealing with a lot of health issues and have had too many trips to the hospital. I like this house better where we are now and I'm grateful that at least my daughter is healthy.
I spend too much time on Facebook and not enough on my blog. I sometimes wonder if I weren't on radio each week.. I might not ever post a recipe again. I don't feel like anyone really cares about it. Though I feel like I want to share so much of my foodie experiences. I hardly know anyone that likes "everything gastronomic" like I do. So many ladies I know who hate cooking or simply aren't interested.
I'm thinking of having my failed lapband removed this year also.
That is me in a nutshell.
I hope you are well.
Sending love from Australia.
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