If I dont do this, am never going to be alright. I have pushed it forward so many times, said am just gonna be fine, but I must be lying to myself like I have done so many times last year, and the year before, and am thinking this is going to take a longer time than I thought it should, if I dont deal with it nowYou are going to keep coming back, slipping on my mind when am busy trying to see my self through each day, I dont want to be strong anymore, not where this issue is concerned.
I know there is no formula of getting over you, but am going to take it one step at a timeI am starting this blog because, even though days have turned into months, and months into years, and everyone has said, I will just be fine, that they have been there, and time sooths, I want to do this just me and you, one day at a time, my own way
Right now, am missing just like i always have.....