Its been drizzling in the morning hours, however just before i left home, there were sun rays peeping through the window shades. I prefer been in the office earlier, but the weather has been so cold, even my ears have frozen halfway.
Sometimes, just sometimes do I ever wonder if in the comfort of the office I feel isolated from the rest of the world. If I use work to hide my face from the stares of the world, and the beutiful gaze of mother earths nature! When something misses from your life, its like a hidden puzzle, only- because if its someone, it doesnt have to fit! So do my feelings,there has been a few trials on relationships, and there seems to be this distance that I have created in between me, Its almost a self reliance, self dependence, great wall, long bridges running between me and others.
Most of the times, am the happy old gal that I am, but when I take a good look, I see things, and compare things that I shouldnt. I know the old story line,.... it can never be the same....am not expecting sameness
What I seek is not just a man, its a friend too. Is it too much to ask for, or am I looking back so often