All things

Having a close relationship with God, is what I call it. Pain and hurt drove me to open a Bible, and start seeking answers where doctors couldn’t give any, neither would my friends, neither would the therapist, neither would anyone. My mama’s Bible the one that was always by her dressing desk, that is the one I started reading, and am still doing that, one day at a time. Its funny when you meet Jesus, sometimes your house is in such a mess the first question that comes in your head, is how I am going to let go. I am dirty, I am not worthy, I have too many wrongs in my life that can’t be made right, everyone is going to question if I can make it, and they are all going to wait for me to slip before they start hollering “told you she was just playing around”.
Knowing Him doesn’t mean you stop loving, you stop listening to those country love songs that you enjoy, for me it means living in my Destiny, because when it will be over, there is some heaven that I want to go to. Think about it, and I hope you made it to church today if you couldn’t, just say a little Grace, it always feels good. C’mon on try it…..please.
Enjoy the last lap of the weekend, and have a very Blessed week. Look unto a greater Him for all the things that ache in your heart, it must have Broken Jesus heart to know a dear disciple like Peter would deny him thrice, not once but thrice, but he didn’t stop at that, He still did His Fathers will.
A Broken heart right now might seem to be the only word you understand, am there and moving ahead trusting that it shall be well with me.
Sundays are sometimes so hard for me, especially when I get on this desk and put on my favourite songs and the earphones in my ear, sometime a tear drops, sometimes a smile, and sometimes am just here, but I stand on this word always……


And we know that all things works together for the good of those who love God, for those who have been called according to His purpose. Romans 8:28