Lonesome

I slept past midnight so much for calling it a day early, I mean I had to cancel the dinner invitation. Anyway it was for a good course, my younger bro, was leaving today in the morning , he is in Juniour High, in a boarding school, and we stayed up till late. Most of it was just a few packing preparations, and he likes politics so we argued alot about that too, and by the time I was about to excuse myself for bed it was past midnight.
Sometimes when you live far from home, in college, school or just a project out of town, when you get home you want to spend everybit of time getting re acquinted. What I like best about coming home, apart from missing everyone so..o...o...o much, is the facts that the dogs they never forget me. They would circle my feet, sniffing, circle again, wag their tails, try to jump on my shoulders, then they would bark a little, gather together, maybe confirming to each other yep! we know this gal, and then they would come back for that lovely pat that I like giving. Then you know , you are home! Nice feeling. Nice smell. I know my pillows always smell like home, wherever I go with them. Wierd huh, I carry a pillow instead of a teddy bear, yeah I know...
Well, so he left in the morning, and I had to get out of the house too, sleeping in always make my head wonder, and my heart sometimes pains, and I get a little scared that am gonna spend my life alone, me aching and lonesome and if I start my weekends like that they all end up to be gloomy.
I hope you aint catching any gloomy or sad bug. It doesnt matter what is going wrong today, entrust it to Him, He will make a way, where things seems to be impossible right now.
I know whom I have believed, and am convinced that he is able to guard what I have entrusted to him for that day.2 Timothy 1:12
I dont want you to stick out here for long get moving, get a life out there, rejoice in this day because as long as you live you wont see another one like this. No matter how bad it gets, He is going to see you through. That heart might be broken just for now, hold it, soothe it, cry over it, and when you are done He is going to heal it.
Enjoy your weekend, and dont forget, spread that smile around, if it gets lonesome that smile is a reassurance that its gonna be just fine,trust me it will.