I must be pathetic sometimes. I lost the man I love ages ago, am scared of loving anyone else, am so lousy in a lot of things,I am heading 30 and loosing my mind over all this loneliness, I am so uptight I think it scares away any potential admirers, I worry about little things that shouldnt move me too much, I start a good date, then I get faint hearted, start thinking if they really like me for who I am, somebody tells me am beautiful. I go like...huh..they are just trying to please me. Am hard to be around because there are times when I withdraw into my own cacoon,I plan too much that i forget that there are somethings that you cant just get all the details for, like who are you going to fall in love with next, sometimes I get lost into myself, forget the people around me, go through life in motions, other times am the me I know and like, laughing care free, lossing myself in me,, dont know which I like best, but I sure am grateful, that its me .....alright!!!
For it there be first a willing mind, it is accepted according to that a man hath, and not according to that he hath not. 2nd Corinthians 8:12
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