Are you sure that I can get over his death?

Sometimes I ask myself that, there are other times that am so sure that am over you, in times like those my faith is strong and I holdfast to it, but other times my heart fails me, and thoughts of you cross my mind, I hold the tears back.......then I leave this blog for a while, just for a while, because I think am strong to let it go, like a sign that i should let you go...but when am down like now...... I got to come back at this altar and admit all over again that I miss you so much, here come another year.......what am i really looking forward to?